... AND SEE WHERE IT TAKES YOU, BECAUSE THE IMAGINATIONS DUSTY WILDERNESS IS WORTH CROSSING IF YOU WANT TO SCULPT YOUR SOUL.“
I am bored.
Deep inside of me I am so fucking bored.
I am bored by social structures, expectations and pressures.
Actually I am bored by almost all of the people and the whole system.
It took me quite a while to understand, that all of them are just a mirror with different colored glas. The truth is, I am bored by my self.
Bored by not stepping up and changing my life. I keep myself caught in future possibilities and unlived dreams.
Critizising everything while spending my money for organic food, second hand clothes and meditation workshops feels so safe.
In the end, i am what i despise. No big difference, just another broken being trying to fill the hole inside.
We all are addicted. Whether it’s sugar, drugs, Netflix, shopping or social media, sports or healthy living - god is inside the detail. Most of the times it comes with a search for something. In the deepth you find lacks of emotions, aborted journeys of life or unredeemed traumas.
And while consuming almost every second of my life, I am wondering why my unsatisfied soul is still screaming inside.
There is a unknowns path to take.
Changes to make, fears to face.
I am ready for the truth.
What is missing? What fulfills me? What do i want and what do i really need?
So I quit my job, tidy out my belongings and cut the strings that are pulling me back into my comfort zone. Let’s see where life takes me.
My first stop will be Sri Lanka and I want to share my journey with you.
I am searching for expressive Charakters, longing for individualists, for outsiders and creative beings. Let me find people who managed to survive in this society, who are trying to make a change and create a better world.
Oh universe, lead me through the dark valley of my unconscious to reconnect with my light.